Channeling or Tunneling?
My soul to Squeeze. One of my favorite songs by the Red Hot Chili Peppers.
Sometimes words are not able to capture what is felt...so the lyrics here might be spot on.
Hi everyone!
I feel like my soul is being squeezed...through a tunnel and out the other side. Huh- that is another RHCP song (Otherside). Years and Years ago in my first ever blog, "Thoughts become Things"...I wrote extensively about my favorite band, the Red Hot Chili Peppers. I shared lyrics and how they appealed to my own experiences. I shared in-depthly about how Anthony Keidis and I are connected. I have had many dreams about AK. So many years later and so many blog entries later...and AK still has the same value in my life.
This blog is not about the RHCP's or AK. It is about me...your favorite Tarot Card Reader, Clairvoyant and Reiki Master. It's about Lilac. I am going through a tunnel and my reception is not entirely clear. So how did the universe decide to work on that for me? By giving me the flu! I was sent home yesterday from my job at a Healthcare facility and I cannot return for 5 days. Now my flu may clear up before then but for now, I am indeed rather ill. Oh well...not too badly ill. I am resting; thinking; writing. I am missing some people that I really enjoy spending time with, but otherwise I welcome the rest.
Normally I channel. I meditate and that opens a portal between myself and the universal consciousness and I see things. I see, hear, taste, smell, feel and just KNOW things...that is what channeling is. It is NOT from the ego. It is not from "me". It is from the source energy/universal mind, or it is from Spirit. It's not as easy to explain as one might think. I just go with it because my intuition is finely honed and it very rarely leads me astray. When I have ever felt something was a bit off about something or someone I have never ever been wrong. On the flip side, I have trusted many people by disregarding that little intuitive voice. Guess where that has led me? You already know. I don't need to say it.
Much like a computer that needs to update systems on occasion, channeling requires a spiritual reset too. This is where the Tunneling comes in. I am using a term that is not known to others- I named it myself. I am calling it "Tunneling" because there is no other language I know of that can explain it. Imagine you are driving through a city and you are on a cell phone call with a friend. You are seeing all this cool stuff in the city-scape...describing it to the person on the other end of the phone line. Then your vehicle goes into a tunnel (underground). Now you no longer see anything. The city still exists outside of the tunnel walls but in order to get to where you are destined to go, you must momentarily go underground, take a passageway to another level. Your phone reception is bad and may disconnect for a while. Nothing is particularly wrong in this instant. Merely a time when all signals incoming and outgoing are briefly halted. The question is why?
Channeling is a distraction to me...a distraction AWAY from peace, away from solitude and away from the calming affect of meditation. Channeling is like having a job. It is my job to work with the incoming information to be of service to others in various ways. But channeling while I am on my job...or during busy times or anytime really, is a drain on my energies. Meditation is simply about turning off the mind and turning ON the soul. Sitting with the soul. Vibing with the soul. Going through the tunnel is like a cosmic reminder that energy needs to be balanced...and also, that things are changing around me and while they change, I am free to step away from vigilant duty.
I will talk more about tunneling and what I do during tunneling times and when those happen and how I know it's time to go tunneling. It often happens after a period of upheaval. For me, there have been many changes at work and in my personal life. Quieting the busy mind takes concerted effort. So off I go to lose my mind and find my soul...
Namaste~
Lilac
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